It’s all for the best. A blacked out faggot takes all loads without thinking of himself.
I remember having that happen to me once when a guy was fucking me unbelievably hard. It was a relentless jackhammering. It felt like he was turning me inside out. It was so fucking overwhelming but there was nothing I could do because he had me pinned down really well. My body was resisting it violently but it couldn’t obey my commands to move and get away. So my mind started wandering to crazy places as the hard pounding went on and on. I became a fuckhole and that’s all I was. It’s like I couldn’t feel any other part of me. And I just took it for what seemed to be a never ending amount of time until he released deep inside me. Then it was heaven. I was so fucking worn out. The faggot in me was in bliss because I had satisfied a man.
Exactly as it should be!